Sunday, April 29, 2007

on leaving....

i am going away, not to the unknown land you may think of but to a place on earth i know all about and this makes the whole affair so unspecial. but what makes me philosophical is the thought of leaving the place i am right now at. from day one i knew i have to leave someday. i saw all the colors of life but it was mostly green for the last half decade. I put on a lot of weight, grew darker circles under the eyes, ended up with a head with lesser hair on it and lost too many things to count, but none as painful as the place itself. how will i connect to people other than those who lived with me here? and exactly how will i be able to fulfill the little desires like- staying up late, counting the stars, running behind stray dogs, climbing trees, sipping tea on the railway track, feeling the wind in my hair and sometimes even into my head and so many things that have been life for me here.
may be i now need a purpose in life, a thought that will never leave me or my head.A purpose.

3 comments:

TimbaRoocha said...

If you call sipping tea on railway tracks and running behind dogs as the purpose that kept u alive here in this place, then u can hae better purposes as making snowballs and throwing them at girls, sipping coke with a burger and a specs to cover dark circles and a book under ur arm,
may b a new girl , may be gulping fosters on those high sped train tracks be ur new purpose, may be rafting, may be pumping girls...
....may be coming bac to this place

varun said...

thnx yaar...
now i can be myself anywhr

Himadri Mayank said...

better.. purposes..!! haha
yes.. they are.. unless u realise.. u were in for happiness.. that u have found.. and lost..... and found again..!! i think... this is good... and it strikes a chord with every retiring.. man here..!! see you in next life... buddy